but nothing was louder than
the sound of my steps
to your door.

and the sad part is,
that no matter what goes on this year,
when you come running back to me again
you know i'll be here.




i just kind of died for you 
you just kind of stared at me

and as she was laying on the kitchen floor
her make up smeared and her shirt soaked
she then realized, that they weren't meant to be

i just made it.
I NEED IN-PUT !!!!
IS IT GOOD OR NOT!
TRUTHH

girls .. my boyfriend after 3 months.

just broke up with me...

<33 amanda

OC is on tonight!

omgg i love that show!!!

QUESTION OF THE DAY;

LAGUNA BEACH OR THE OC ??

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i know you see me standing here,
do i look good my dear?
do i look good today?
i'm just another kind of girl.
and you wanna see my world.
so come and run away.

<3


condoms are cheaper than guns;
make love not war.

<3


"hey there love,
let's get to catching up.
cause i been thinking those thoughts
that must have slipped my mind
that time that i left you there that night."
i replied,
"let me remind you of the girl
you failed to mention all along.
cause your actions have consequences 
and these are them."

<3

i once swore i'd die for you.
but i never meant like this.

<3

i got lost along the way
and i never thought you'd walk away.
but you did.
and i can't cope with it

<3

everybody's got a story
about how they lost their
one and only.

<3

i believe in phone calls,
when your not by my side.
especially when it's lonely,
in the middle of the night.
if you believe that
true love is only made in bed
lord have mercy on you.
chivalry is dead

<3

sweet dreams an flying machines
in pieces on the ground.

<3

Love is looking into his eyes & forgetting about the world around you, its feeling his kiss
hours after he's gone, it's seeing perfection when he's standing beside you, & realizing
every moment he's not with you is too long

<3

the less you know,
the more you want.

<3

You're so-called love only resulted me with
dissappointed friends & a broken heart..

<3

life`s full of risks.
take them, because you'll
never know what could have
happened if you dont.

<3

Getting over you was the hardest thing
I've ever had to do, & I don't think I
could ever do it again...

<3

some people may not liek who you are 
but that doesn't matter as long as you like who you are

<3

it`s no big deal. break her heart. let her down
make her cry. you "love" her right? everything
is fine. hold her hand. lead her on. it`s no big
deal. shes just a girl.

<3

he`s the type of guy that would give you his jacket
just because he knows when he gets it back, it`ll smell
like you. & she`s the type of girl that would want his
jacket just because it smells like him.

<3

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

<3

and everything looks beautiful
when you're young and pretty.
the streets are paved with
diamonds and there's just so
much to see.

<3

sometimes you make me so mad. i want
to push you into oncoming traffic, but then
i realize i'd kill myself trying to save you.

<3

lets be in love

<3

meet me at our old spot.
i know it`s been a while.
but i think we need to talk.
you see, i`m falling again.

<3

Be an organ donor ;;
Give someone your heart <3

<3

its amanda here :]
THIS IS A BIG UPDATE GIRLS !
so im expecting atleast 7 comments.
props for oh_scenic_quotes

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My theory was if I kept my distance
you'd see what youd be missing.

<3

i have a bad craving
for your lips.

<3

when SHE forgets YOU
don't YOU dare remember ME

<3

her pretend laughter
   gives off the fact that she`s so hurt

<3

you had me since hello.

<3

and the lovers holding hands in the park
slowly begin to fade

<3

I see the way you look at her,
and I'd be lying if I said it didn't hurt.

<3

when your tired...if your quiet
you'll hear me singing you to sleep

<3

Promises are just excuses to lie.

<3

And if one day,
you realize we haven't talked in awhile,
just remember you pushed me away.

<3

i trick myself to think that it's gonna be different this time,
but it never is, it's always just shades of the same.

<3

Can't you seem I'm torn to pieces already?
& I just can't take anymore of your lies.

<3

The only guy who deserves you
is the one who thinks he doesn't.

<3

without you, tomorrows wouldn't be
worth the wait.. && yesterdays wouldn't
deserve remembering. <3

<3

I wish I could tell you
how I really feel.
And I wish I knew
how you would react.

<3

& i cant let you let me down again.

<3

Everyday, I look for you purposely
going out of my way to make sure
you'll notice me, hoping, just hoping
that maybe you'll fall for me even
the slightest bit.

<3

& of course i try to resist you but
sometimes i know that's completely impossible.

<3

I still like you, but not enough to want you back
just enough to hurt.

<3

Promise me you'll dream about me.
Cause I know I'll be dreaming about you.

<3

Everyday, people ask me, "Are you two going out?"
and you don't realize how painful it is to reply,
"No we're just friends."

If i`m just laying there
&& when a tear falls down my cheek,
you`ll know i`m thinking
about him again

<3

She acts like he's nothing to her
but really he's her entire world.

<3

So I sat there and let her cry on my shoulder.
I let her mascara stain my brand new sweater.
I let her tell me things that I already knew.
How are you suppose to explain to your best friend
that the guy that you both thought was nothing less
than perfect, broke her heart because she deserved it better?

<3

It is love for the first time.
My lips pressed against yours.

<3

and i do care about you, a lot. it's just..
it's just our past. i can't just forget

<3

But when I look at him I see all those memories of us.
And I just wonder if maybe he's still seeing them too.

<3

She doesn't believe in believing.
Miracles have died in her mind.
She knows the world is deceiving.
She should be a Hollywood girl.

<3

i hid every flaw, every feeling, and every insecurity behind makeup and smiles that werent real.

<3

There's a fine line between friendship and lovers,
and right now it doesn't need to be crossed.
'Cause right now you to have the kind of relationships
that will last a lifetime, not the spur of the moment kind.

<3

When he lunged onto the hood,
she stopped to tell him she'd been wrong.
He was thrown head over heels
into the traffic coming on.

<3

and you wanna know what i like best?
how hours after you kiss me
i can still taste it on my lips

<3

And what she wants is pretty simple just a
sticky note in her locker saying I love you
or a daisy he found that morning stuck to her books..
because the little things mean the most.

<3

It's the way he bites my bottom lip
and covers me in white sheets.
It's the way he wraps his hands around
my waist and kisses me before I sleep.

<3

Dear heart,
Sorry for the pain. Sorry for the emptiness,
the sadness, the being torn-in-two. I want to
say it's all his fault, but I can't. It's mine too.

<3

If tears were pretty, I'd be beautiful.

<3

you have beautiful, beautiful eyes
so bright and alive and enchanting
i want to be with you all the time

<3

Do you remember when we were happy?
No, me neither.

<3

you have no idea what you do to
me. you make me feel more emotions
in one second
then i normally do in one year

<3

What you said to me late last night,
I'll remember for the rest of my life.

<3

And today when you hugged
me and I was in your arms,
just for that split second
everything was perfect again.

<3

My brain is pumping an unusual secretion of lust.
Your eyes are softer now and your chin,
it drips a bloody color of rust.

<3

but when i look in the mirror, i see girl a whose been
through so much & yet still finds a way to smile at the
past. she still loves with all her heart, or whats left of it.
& when you see her walk down the hall, i can gaurantee
you she'll have her head up high, faking a smile just one
last time at all those who try & break her, but never will.

<3

And the closest I've ever came to death...
Is laughing till I can't breathe with my best friend

<3

You want to know why I wouldn't
look into your eyes that night?
Because I was afraid of what I would see,
what I did see.
My everything.
And now it's gone.
So maybe it would just have been better
if I never looked at you in the first place.

<3

Nothing says"I love you"
like that razorblade pressed between your lips.

<3

We were freezing cold, and soaking wet.
then, you call me beautiful, and
all at once, nothing mattered to me
except for you.

<3

they say we're too young but maybe they're too old to remember what it feels like

<3

me without them is like »
a nerd without BRACES
a  s h o e  with no laces
asentencewithoutspaces

<3

She's the pretty perfect girl
with ribbons in her hair & gloss on her lips.
She's the pretty perfect girl
with the boyfriend that kisses her in the hallways.
She's the pretty perfect girl
with the scars on her arms & the bruises on her heart.
Nothing is pretty and perfect
behind closed doors..

<3

& i love you, i swear thats true.
i cannot live without you.

<3

I keep silent.
Even when I'm screaming inside,
Because the things that drive me crazy...
I have no choice but to hide.

<3

And does he even realize that the
little things he does - breaks her heart?

<3

It's been a bad day, another bad day and I
cross my heart and hope to die these
dreams of yours are 'gonna fly.

<3

I always wonder what's worse:
the pain of wondering
or knowing the truth

<3

She parades around in diamonds and pearls.
A glamour girl drenched in sweetness
and bags beneath her sunglass covered eyes.

<3